I shake a lot, I twitch sometimes, I zone out, I throw up, I dig my nails into my skin, I pull my hair and I take unusual deep breaths. I dont know when these things became involuntary because they used to be cries for help.
When I found out my ex boyfriend is bi I laughed. Not at all because I’m against it. Actually I’m just really excited to see how he feels being used for a blow job.